okay. i jusr reached home from the clinic. i'm damn pissed okay! firstly i took 198 back home. the bus was like freaking noisy larhs. there's a sound on the bus ans i don't know where it came from. my ear now still hurts a lot. then secondly. i had enough of it. get it off my back. you think what? i can be controlled by you all the time? i'm a grown up now. i know what to do. stop guarding me and its like you are grounding me at home. i only go out once per week and you nagged at me and sometimes you don't even allowed me at all. do you understand how i feel at all? when you go overseas, you got aunt to keep check on whatever i am doing. asking me everyday what time i reach home. and come straight home after school. i really had enough of it already! so STOP PUSHING ME AROUND! i not those kind that gives you fiddle it around like a ball. don't mess with me. i have already warn you. if you push your luck around again you will know what will happen.